[ [ 1 ] ] day after Swiss Cottage Chinese Orchestra Nite 2oo6...

yep yep yep. yesterday's da BIG day... and its a successful BIG day. i'm soo damn happy. even uptil now i'm still feeling very high. i feel as if i want to share my feelings with the whole world. i'm so damn freaking happy. now i love co even more than before. co rocks rocks rocks rocks!!! i want time to stop loh... i want to experience it again. the feeling of performing infornt of so many people. nvm... i shall wait patiently... 2 more years. two more years till the next co concert.

[ [ 6 ] ] days to swiss cottage chinese orchestra nite...

ok... 6 more days. think i should enjoy the time with my seniors while i can. .. must kai xin yi dian!!!(read:must be happier)

[ [ 7 ] ] more days...

nope, this is not the ring. its 7 more days to swiss cottage chinese orchestra nite 2006.

i cannot remember since when i started to like co; enjoy co practices and looking forword to tuesdays,fridays and saturdays.
i'm glad that i put co as my first choice of cca when i filled up my cca application form. i didn't regret. it opened up a new phrase of my life. it made me look forward to school more. i still remember there was a period of time when i really hated co. i think that was when i had to learn gua di feng and repeat it over and over again. haha. glad that i dont have to do that anymore. haha.

i still remember how i ended up in gaoyinsheng, my current instrument. i remember i really really wanted to go into dizi but bcuz there were way too many ppl who wanted dizi, we had to draw lots. and so i ended up in Gaoyinsheng. i didnt even know what it is that time... but i'm also pretty glad... cuz i'm still in woodwinds! i just felt relieved that i dint get into plucking strings. pipa and zhong ruan just isn't my thing. well, not being in dizi is actually also a blessing in disguise... i soon realise that i like gaoyinsheng more. haha.

ok. back tot he woodwind part. i'm really glad that i got into woodwinds. i really think that we are the most united section in the co. maybe its we are a considerably small section? i dunno... i like the way we practiced. i liked the laughter that always filled the sectional room.

7 more days to the concert. it is a day that we showcase our hardwork to the public. it is also a day that we part with our sec four seniors. i dont want that day to come. i want woodwinds to remain as it is. i know that is very selfish of me but i really cannot imagine co without those seniors. will there still be laughters? will co still be fun? will it be as fun? it just wouldn't be the same. just when i'm starting to like co... i just want my seniors to know that they will be missed.

i'm like having mood swings. a moment ago, i'm angry and sad. now , i'm happy back again. haha... whatever~ anyway, happy is better than sad. or angry. oh and i changed my specs.

Sorry for my previous post. Think i just couldn't stand it anymore... but I AM feeling better. ANYWAY

1. English comprehension - Halfway
2. English 20 intresting Expressions- Not yet
3. English meanings of diff words-Not yet too
4. English 2 book review- Yep. done
5. English lee Quan Yew review-Done too
6. English review on nus scholars- Done
7. Math algebra worksheet-Halfway
8. Math Mock Paper 1-Nah...
9. Math Mock Paper 2- Nah Nah...
10. Chinese Newspaper cutting-nope
11. Chinese 4 Close passage-Yah. done
12. Chinese compo corrections-DONE!
13. Science Worksheet- Doing it now
14. Art tessilation- Nope. no until i buy drawing board
15. Art cartoon drawing- not yet too
16. Histiory project- NOT YET LAH!!!

ok. so i've only done 4 out of my 16 holiday homework. nice! ARHG!!!! is this holiday for resting or for doing homework???

i'm not feeling very good today. i feel that i'm being pushed around like i'm some ball or something. can he/she(not revealing identy) give me some thought? what am i? just because i put on a happy face all the time, it doesnt mean that i have no emotions. i can be angry. i can be sad. i'm not always happy! happy people have emotions too ok?just that they dont want to show it. why? to benefit you people! happy people are weak people. they care for others more than they care for themselves and i hate hate hate HATE being happy people. people would think that you can do anything to me just because they think that i have no other emotions other than being happy. they think that i wont ever be angry. so they make use of me. they pushes me around. i have my limits too you know? SO STOP TRYING TO PUSH ME TO MY LIMITS!!! stop making me o things i dont want to. give me a thought. please.

Gonna rain soon le

i marked alot of people with my superglue( or deadly weapon as priyangha prefers to call it) yesterday. IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!! its HABIB'S. its cuz he dunno how to open loh...then break the glue... then leak on everybody's hands. so it not my fault. haha. blame him.

anyway , just got home from co. ok lah today... but not in a mood to talk... i didn't talk much on bus... too tired le lah! CO is fun but tiring.

i'm really really very very tired today... so this shall be a short short post...

oh and i'm gonna change my specs later... hope it'll look nice.

taadaas!

i'm feeling as if i'm made of jelly. feeling very very not well today. actually cried in schoold becuz of this. i have no idea how it happened. i think it goes something like i was dragged down to the canteen when i was feeling very very sick then while naomi , melody and joanna eat , i was like resting my head on the table , then i told them i want to go back class then joanna say she still very hungry even after eating the $1.50 big bowl of laksa. she dragged us to the vending machine then went to a stall to buy pao to eat then i tell her i want to go back class then she told me she want to eat in canteen and so we waited. then after that she saw some juniors then started talking to them and blah blah blah~ then when she finally is showing signs of going back to the class , she thought of terrence and wanted to look for him. this is when i got enough of everything and just walked off to the staircase back to th classroom. i almost fainted i tell you... luckily there is actually a railing for you to hold at the side of the staircase or i wont make it. then i went back to class and sat down beside jng then sleep , then started to cry. for what? i dunno. why sick oso must cry arh? haii... then feeling very very weak now... i know this post sucks cuz i'm just like writing crap

history teacher change leh... changed from a very good and intresting mdm zainab to a sucky and dull new teacher.

I WANT ZAINAB BACK!!!

since i've got so many people asking me who the hell 雅-miyavi is, i shall now dedicate this post to him.
he is the singer of my favourite song , Girls Be Ambitious.

We are so close , yet so far.

anyway , that's totally irevalent to whatever i'm gonna type next. well , acutally , i dont kow what i'm gonna type next... haii...

oh oya , I've made some friends this week. Toh Nguan and yamuna(is it spelled this way?). love making friends.

OK LAH! I ADMIT! I'VE GOT NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT TODAY. happy? I'm not.

Peiyi
26/02, 2E1'06, 3E5'07, From swiss. CO-WOODWINDS!!!


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