This post shall be short. Just some updates of my life

Fell down and hurt my legs today. it was damn painful. i was like screaming in the busstop when jana and qamarina was trying to clean my wound... very embarassing... very painful too... now i can't really walk... can't stand up straight too... damn. i'm short enuff le ok?!!!! now i cant go co tml... and there's alot of things for me to do... for example the co photo thing... haii... i sms-ed sinting the list of orders for the co photo.. haii... is this karma? after what i did to the cat?

I hate myself.
I hate myself.
I hate myself.

I'm currently totally guilty of what I did yesterday morning. Or rather, what I did not do. This is what happened.

I got out of the lift, all set and ready to set off for school. Suddenly, i heard a loud shriek. I can swearI've never heard anything like it. I was caught by surprise. Immediately, i turned around to where i think the loud shriek came from. To my horror, i saw two cats- one infrotn of another. They are sort of chasing each other.

The first word that appeared in my mind when i saw that scene was to run away. And for your information, I've been sort of scared of cats since young and the sight of two cats running around chasing each other was just way too scary. I thought they were just playing with each other, as i have totally no idea how cats play. Little did i expect the cat that was chasing the cat infront of it actually pounced on the first cat and started scratching it.

I ran away. That was the first thing i did. I ran away. I was way to horrified about that scene that i have no idea how to act.

Awhile later, I heard a loud moan. It did not sound like a cat's meow. It's not a meow. It was a groan. I have heard of this kind of sound before. In the television shows and the movies i watch. It sounds just like a ghost's moan. Just scarier. Just more monster-like. I went back to the scene and saw a cat, the cat that was pounced on earlier, lying on the floor, in a pool of blood.

It was dying. It was moaning. The moan I've never in my life hear before(except in movies). I believe it's really in pain.

I'm really guilty. If only i had done something to stop the two cats from fighting. If only i did not run away. If only i had more courage. I could have saved a life! Even thought it's a cat. And I dont really like cats. But it's still a life! I could not believe i just let a being just die like that. A being died because of me. Because of me. I dont know why i did not do anything to save it. I really don't know why.

I did not see the cat die... I just saw the cat in great pain. In a pool of blood. I did not do anything to stop it from dying. Even simple things like asking people for help or just help it bandage the wound. I just let it bleed to death. I'm really guilty.

I'm sorry.

LUCIFY IS BACK IN!!!!!!!!!!!


so glad they are back in. actually i think that JADE, Jing Bao yue tuan and lucify shouldn't be in the revival round in the first place. i mean, their standard is waaaayyy higher than some of the bands that got in. the judges dont give them really low marks. in fact, the marks given to them by the judges are considered quite high. why are they out, you ask? why ofcause! the viewer's votes. the viewer's votes take up 70% of the whole thing and the judges' marks only take up 30%. so you see arh, as long as someone in the band/the supporter of the band is filthy rich and dont mind wasting money and vote for the particular band, the band will stay in the competition. (read: i'm refering to Xia ri feng)

so i dont really think that it's fair. but then again, what else is fair in this world? the rich always win. moral of the story? money is damn important. that's the reality. it's a fact.no point denying.

shall just end here. some day i'm really gonna write a freaking long post to scare you people. come to think of it, it had really been a long long time since i last posted a long post. the posts i usually post seems long but in fact it's really short...(O.o?)


**i just re-read this post... does not really make sense. but just read it and forget bout it lah**

following Yanli's footsteps, i'm gonna post a photo of melissa yeow reading in the 1E1 classroom. being ultra considerate, i even covered the other faces featured in this photo with adorable faces.

i'm not in a good mood. reasons? very simple.

1) My fav. band in the superband competition is out (read: Lucify).

2) my least favourite band in superband is in. and for your information, the judges only gave them 19 marks. and the highest mark record made by other bands was 37.5. so you see the gap? and they still got in!!! damn. i'm freaking pissed off. i dont think they have alot of fans... so i think they just voted for themsleves. evil.

3) two stupid guys kept pressing the 'open' button of the lift when i'm inside, thinking that it is very intresting to see me in the lift, with difficulty closing the lift door. what happened to them? i went out and scolded them. one cried. the other ran away. pathetic.

EXAMINATIONS ARE NOW OVER!!!!!! CHEERS, PEOPLE!!!!!!

LET'S REEEEELAAAAAAXXXXX

relax~relax~relax~

i don't know why... maybe it's because of the songs and dance?

or maybe cuz of the cast?

charming Takeshi Kaneshiro ?

or the beautiful Zhou Xun?

I admit that i went to watch the movie cuz of Zhou Xun's voice and looks. haha. nonono i'm not a les. i'm STRAIGHT. just that she's my favourite actress other than Keira Knightley. But the movie is really really very very nice. Trust me. Really.

Next up. SEVEN SWORDS

Watched the movie at the creepy Empress's Engwah cinema. maybe that's the reason why i loved this movie. cuz i dont dare to focus on anywhere else apart from the movie screen. the cinema is waaaaaaaaaay to creepy.

Next. King Kong!!!

king Kong really rocks. Peter Jackson rocks more. I LOVE KING KONG!!! but the cinema is really cold. and the king kong so real!!! haahaa

Now everybody's favourite. HARRY POTTER AND THE SORCERER'S STONE

iT'S TOTAL MAGIC!!!!! and the actors look so damn cute. i dont really like them grown up.

Oh. and cuz Emma Watson is pretty.

Ok. Now the last one. Lord of the Rings

!!!!!!!!!

Peter Jackson!!! okok... iknow he look kinda haggard... but i dont CARE!!! he is da BEST!!!! haha

ok peeps... i've come to the end of this post. hope it's intresting enuff.

ciao~~

CRAYON SHINCHAN!!!!
[had put up load of pics of shinchan in attempt of making this short post long]




I'm not gonna study today.
I'm gonna watch shinchan over youtube. haha. very long nv watch le... can help de-stress.
today's math paper was easy! at least easier than last yr's one. but ms ng say she'll torture us with the math paper two... she say she'll put a damn lot of algebra questions in. EVIL~

hMmmm... sometimes hor...i really miss co leh! especially on tuesdays... haii.... 19 May then resume.. haii... man man deng bah~~~(read: wait long long bah)

LUCIFY!!!!!!! SUPPORT THEM WORR!!!
SUPERBAND!!!!

CHECK OUT THEIR BLOGGIE!!! http://www.superband.com.sg/superblog.htm

Peiyi
26/02, 2E1'06, 3E5'07, From swiss. CO-WOODWINDS!!!


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